O My Blog

I can't hear anything
Breath
Clap
Throw it against the wall

Break it down
I'll make myself fall

Push me forward
Let me go
Watch me fly
Crash
I'll crawl

Scream
I tear it all apart
I lean
Against you
I am lost

They ache
My hands
My feet
My voice
Rest
I push against the noise

Wake up
I don't want to fall
These dreams
These visions
I'll fix it all

My eyes
Are red in every corner
I can't talk
I want to start over

My face
Is covered in black ink
I drew it on
I didn't want you to see

O' God
I lost all control
Its caving in
Don't let go

I hold my hands together
I grip them till their red
I can't feel a thing
It's all in my head

I can't see
Say something
I don't want to stand
I walk
Hands scattered
In an unknown land
I need a wall
A table
The floor
A chair
I want to find something
Feel something other then the air

I panic
I don't know when he left me
It's gone
I'm out of excuses
Blame me

I'm guilty
Wicked
Shame leaves me burning

I can't walk
I'm fine
I don't want you to worry
I kept it all
Close your eyes
I want to say I am sorry
I didn't want to tell you
All my made up stories

It's silent
I can't see a thing
I'm paralyzed
I can't forget to breath

Don't hold me
It's still so very raw
I'll wait
I know you're not too far

I'm sorry
Redeem me from it all

Tell me
I'll listen as you speak
Show me
I see you in my dreams
Breathe me
The smoke from what I cause
Lead me
I've stayed for too long
Listen to me
My words have gain new meaning
I love you
Thank you for not leaving